i wish i could deal
the thought of your hands on her and your lips on hers makes me sick to my stomach
and everytime we do something together i dont feel it 100% because you dealt the same memories with someone else
someone who could be a lot prettier, wiser, smarter, and peaceful than i ever will be.
not sure how to cope with that.
There’s like a million different ways to say “I love you,”
“put your seat belt on,”
“watch your step,”
“get some rest,” …you’ve just got to listen.
one of the worst things about becoming educated on social issues is when people are like ‘you used to have a sense of humor’
no i used to have internalized prejudices which i’ve worked really hard to overcome and i realize now that your jokes are shitty
this is my entire life…
- i don't even care. i'm not going to talk about this anymore.
- and you know what else? [2000 word rant]
i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake
this is the realist shit on this website